Relocated

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Monster Massive

I want to go so bad
AHHH




holy moly

Haha wow. This is why I always told myself to never get caught up with my emotions or let my emotions do the thinking for me. I can't stand this, I normally do not let myself get hurt. Oh man.

I blame myself.

Fuck.

I never let this happen before, maybe once. But that was not as upsetting as this time. Honestly I have no idea why I am letting this get to me. But for some reason it is, agh. I think I am giving up on any thing that may lead to a relationship for a while. Just not working for me. I am not going to stay here so there is nothing here for me.

I should have just stuck with what I have always said and that is that Im just going to "DO ME"

I just want to move to San Francisco already.

"Is this the kind of sound that you want to hear?
Is this the kind of vibe that you want to feel?
Cuz I’m the type of guy that you’ll never fear
You can do your thing then come near
Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like
See we can make time baby overnight
Or we could make a grand escape
We can roll high on our break
I’m all about the look that you’re giving me
I’m all about the dance moves you’re letting free
Well I’m all about a sweet sounding loving spree
Listen for my melody
Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like
We can make time baby overnight
We could make a grand escape
And we can roll high by the way
When we come down
We’ll be dreaming safe and sound
You better know why
Baby that’s all I got

This is the kind of sound that I want to hear
This is the kind of vibe that I want to feel
And you’re the type of girl baby on the real
Check it one time, what’s the deal?
Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like
See we can make time baby overnight
Or we could make a grand escape
And we can roll high by the way"

SHIT HAPPENS

So fuck like all this shit has been happening it seems all at once.

I don't even know what yo do anymore.
Haha.
Actually I do, but I can't share that information with you.

So just to kinda summarize this weekend, it was amazing. Had fun went and partied the night away then came outside to see that my car was missing. I was super confused (mostly due to the intoxication) but I have never experienced something like that before. Comes to find out that it was towed. I was kinda hoping it was stolen, but what can you do.

So after getting a hold of this tow truck place. We find out that my bill is $254.00. Like seriously WTF so I just could not pull that money out of my ass. So I had to call in the parentals. Well just one, my mom. And now I know she is never going to let me live it down. UGH whatever. I honestly just was so upset the whole morning.

We didn't find out my car was gone till like 4 am, then after driving to the tow truck place and finding out the price. I got my shit and left so I could just figure it out in the morning. And I pretty much cried my self to sleep, and this morning. Damn being all stressed out. haha
Well I got my cars anyways. Good thing... I have to do to many things in life. I kinda need my car.

ugh Im still stressed, gonna go try to relax and take a bath.

PEACE

New Experience

OH my goodness. I think this weekend was on of the best I have had in pretty much for ever. I had missed the emotion of the crowd. The yelling and chanting of the fans. Being all sweaty and still feeling pumped with excitement.
This weekend I went to the Fresno State vs. UCLA game.

Boy was it the best game ever. I have no had that much fun since high school.

DRANK, had eye ball/allergy problems, was super hot, almost got into a fight, cheering like crazy and almost dying of a heat stroke, getting a headache and feeling sick, more celebrating and drinking, then after party are just a little bit of what happened.
=]

I have more pictures that I will post later but I had a lot of fun.
Cannot wait till the next game.

Awake

I have awoke, is that right? Well now I feel this is going to be use a lot more to just help relieve my mind. (I know I know I de ja vu right?)

Well hopefully I stick through with it. Its just one of those things I feel I should do.

So much has changed lately, it is pure MADNESS.
I feel like life just keep flying be me, oh man.

I try to look at each day and see what happened and like how it effected me.
I want to do so much and I am focused, I just hope throughout all this madness I do not forget to look at each day and appreciate what is in front of me.

I feel like I live everyday out of my car, haha. It is the means of transportation for me to get from one point to another in my life to keep on advancing me. Insane.
What happened to the good ole days of just cruising around in the car singing loudly?

I miss them

And other things I keep thinking about are all the people I have lost touch with. I hate it. I really do. But it is so hard to keep in touch with people who do not try to keep in touch with you. I guess I could try harder.

Last note before I leave. I think once I'm done with my schooling and taking over America. I'm running away to Thailand. (best time of my life)

I'M ALIVE

Just wanted everyone to know that I am alive and I will be on here again.
I pretty much forgot that this place exsisted lol.

But I need to vent some more
So keep posted.

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