Haha wow. This is why I always told myself to never get caught up with my emotions or let my emotions do the thinking for me. I can't stand this, I normally do not let myself get hurt. Oh man.I blame myself.Fuck.I never let this happen before, maybe once. But that was not as upsetting as this time. Honestly I have no idea why I am letting this get to me. But for some reason it is, agh. I think I am giving up on any thing that may lead to a relationship for a while. Just not working for me. I am not going to stay here so there is nothing here for me.I should have just stuck with what I have always said and that is that Im just going to "DO ME"I just want to move to San Francisco already."Is this the kind of sound that you want to hear? Is this the kind of vibe that you want to feel? Cuz I’m the type of guy that you’ll never fear You can do your thing then come near Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like See we can make time baby overnight Or we could make a grand escape We can roll high on our break I’m all about the look that you’re giving me I’m all about the dance moves you’re letting free Well I’m all about a sweet sounding loving spree Listen for my melody Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like We can make time baby overnight We could make a grand escape And we can roll high by the way When we come down We’ll be dreaming safe and sound You better know why Baby that’s all I got This is the kind of sound that I want to hear This is the kind of vibe that I want to feel And you’re the type of girl baby on the real Check it one time, what’s the deal? Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like See we can make time baby overnight Or we could make a grand escape And we can roll high by the way"

Haha wow. This is why I always told myself to never get caught up with my emotions or let my emotions do the thinking for me. I can't stand this, I normally do not let myself get hurt. Oh man.

I blame myself.

Fuck.

I never let this happen before, maybe once. But that was not as upsetting as this time. Honestly I have no idea why I am letting this get to me. But for some reason it is, agh. I think I am giving up on any thing that may lead to a relationship for a while. Just not working for me. I am not going to stay here so there is nothing here for me.

I should have just stuck with what I have always said and that is that Im just going to "DO ME"

I just want to move to San Francisco already.

"Is this the kind of sound that you want to hear?
Is this the kind of vibe that you want to feel?
Cuz I’m the type of guy that you’ll never fear
You can do your thing then come near
Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like
See we can make time baby overnight
Or we could make a grand escape
We can roll high on our break
I’m all about the look that you’re giving me
I’m all about the dance moves you’re letting free
Well I’m all about a sweet sounding loving spree
Listen for my melody
Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like
We can make time baby overnight
We could make a grand escape
And we can roll high by the way
When we come down
We’ll be dreaming safe and sound
You better know why
Baby that’s all I got

This is the kind of sound that I want to hear
This is the kind of vibe that I want to feel
And you’re the type of girl baby on the real
Check it one time, what’s the deal?
Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like
See we can make time baby overnight
Or we could make a grand escape
And we can roll high by the way"