Monster Massive

I want to go so bad
AHHH




holy moly

Haha wow. This is why I always told myself to never get caught up with my emotions or let my emotions do the thinking for me. I can't stand this, I normally do not let myself get hurt. Oh man.

I blame myself.

Fuck.

I never let this happen before, maybe once. But that was not as upsetting as this time. Honestly I have no idea why I am letting this get to me. But for some reason it is, agh. I think I am giving up on any thing that may lead to a relationship for a while. Just not working for me. I am not going to stay here so there is nothing here for me.

I should have just stuck with what I have always said and that is that Im just going to "DO ME"

I just want to move to San Francisco already.

"Is this the kind of sound that you want to hear?
Is this the kind of vibe that you want to feel?
Cuz I’m the type of guy that you’ll never fear
You can do your thing then come near
Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like
See we can make time baby overnight
Or we could make a grand escape
We can roll high on our break
I’m all about the look that you’re giving me
I’m all about the dance moves you’re letting free
Well I’m all about a sweet sounding loving spree
Listen for my melody
Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like
We can make time baby overnight
We could make a grand escape
And we can roll high by the way
When we come down
We’ll be dreaming safe and sound
You better know why
Baby that’s all I got

This is the kind of sound that I want to hear
This is the kind of vibe that I want to feel
And you’re the type of girl baby on the real
Check it one time, what’s the deal?
Maybe I’m caught up in the thing that you know I like
See we can make time baby overnight
Or we could make a grand escape
And we can roll high by the way"

SHIT HAPPENS

So fuck like all this shit has been happening it seems all at once.

I don't even know what yo do anymore.
Haha.
Actually I do, but I can't share that information with you.

So just to kinda summarize this weekend, it was amazing. Had fun went and partied the night away then came outside to see that my car was missing. I was super confused (mostly due to the intoxication) but I have never experienced something like that before. Comes to find out that it was towed. I was kinda hoping it was stolen, but what can you do.

So after getting a hold of this tow truck place. We find out that my bill is $254.00. Like seriously WTF so I just could not pull that money out of my ass. So I had to call in the parentals. Well just one, my mom. And now I know she is never going to let me live it down. UGH whatever. I honestly just was so upset the whole morning.

We didn't find out my car was gone till like 4 am, then after driving to the tow truck place and finding out the price. I got my shit and left so I could just figure it out in the morning. And I pretty much cried my self to sleep, and this morning. Damn being all stressed out. haha
Well I got my cars anyways. Good thing... I have to do to many things in life. I kinda need my car.

ugh Im still stressed, gonna go try to relax and take a bath.

PEACE